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I recently uploaded a song called “WAS” to iLike. This song is a quick little melancholy number that will appear on my upcoming “Shapes In A Waste Of Space” album. Check it out when you get a chance. If you like watching paint dry, you will enjoy this song. :)

I’ve included the song in my PODCAST. You can also listen to it in the sidebar of my website or on iLike: http://apps.facebook.com/ilike/artist/Living+Machine

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I have released the song “Storm Chaser” on iLike and MySpace prior to the launch of the album.  For the next couple weeks you can hear it there until it is available for purchase.  Enjoy! Please add it to your pages to help fan the flames and induce relentless frenzy.


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As a sort of social experiment, I am going to pre-release a couple tracks from my upcoming record, LIFE IN STAGES, to my fans to give their two cents prior to my final mixdown on an SSL console. The first of these tracks is “Storm Chaser”.

Storm Chaser” is an eccentric song, akin to more a Radiohead experience, with a plethora of instruments coloring the mix and as usual my chorus of multiple vocal parts. In contrast to my other stuff, I would say this track really digs in on the hybrid style of production and songwriting. You’ll see what I mean when you hear the middle break part where the song deviates for a bit to explore the feeling and attitude of the song.

There are a couple things left to do. I am still thinking of adding guitars to supplement the electro lead part in the middle but I would be interested in hearing what everyone thinks. So let me know. THE FIRST 20 PEOPLE TO EMAIL ME WILL GET A COPY OF THE MP3. Go to the Contact section or email socialexperiment@livingmachine.net


UPDATE
So far I have heard the following comments:

  • The volume of the synth part in the middle of the song is too loud
  • The accordian in the beginning feels too loud – maybe more ambient would be better
  • There is one spot in the lead vocal in the second verse that could be better.

Thanks to everyone for their feedback. The overwhelming majority of all of your comments was positive and I am busy making adjustments. I have already recorded the guitars. Looks like I will just have to sit with it one more time before wrapping it up.

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Summary.

The sound of “Storm Chaser” is dark and brooding, with orchestral elements to accentuate the syncopation and groove of the song. “Storm Chaser” is an eccentric song, akin to more a Radiohead experience, with a plethora of instruments coloring the mix and as usual my chorus of multiple vocal parts. In contrast to my other stuff, I would say this track really digs in on the hybrid style of production and songwriting. You’ll see what I mean when you hear the middle break part where the song deviates for a bit to explore the feeling and attitude of the song.

Release Info.

Storm Chaser is soon to be released on the Storm Chaser EP album.

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Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, drums, programming, orchestration, piano)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

[verse]

you always want to be part of or the source of the problem

I can’t tell where you end and the storm begins

oblivious but so obvious temptress

You always smile when you’re causing injury

you always seem to be where there are problems

I don’t know if you mean to be but you seem to be

sugar coating your malice you have to be

ignorant but so clever in spite of me

[chorus]

You’re Such A Storm———
its easy to get caught up in your whirlwind
You’re Such A Storm———Chaser——–

[verse]

you carry the storm because of your misery

too “righteous” to see your vanity

you’re bent to deny but we all see

please carry the storm away from me

 

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Album Artwork.

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Summary.

The sound of “Some Cage” is melodic and rich with texture. The writing is introspective and indulgent, in typical Living Machine fashion.  The subject matter in the lyrics is perhaps best summed up as dark and elusive while somehow still honest and familiar. Fans of artists like Chris Cornell and Jane’s Addiction will be satisfied with this track.  It is the perfect opener to a rather intense and hyper melodic album.

Release Info.

Some Cage is soon to be released on the Forlorn album.

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Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics: Elijah Shepard

Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, drums, programming, orchestration, piano)

Production: Elijah Shepard

Mixing: Elijah Shepard

Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

[verse]

I want to kill

but I don’t want to hurt anyone

do you know how that feels

if I could leave

without having to go

you know I wouldn’t be here

I see ambition grow tired

as the soul grows older

and it makes me mad

what good would it do to push and shove my way through

there are  4 walls to this room and the door is in the ceiling

I cannot see this other man

when I’m using his Point Of View

selfish ambition, this careless condition

welding my own cage

I know the answer – I don’t need a question

if I want to be free

but its hard to kill what I don’t want to lose

and when I know what the end really means

[chorus]

So this is some cage

Trying to quiet this rage

Its human to feel this way

we all feel this way sometimes

I know I’m not alone so don’t you think of me strange

I feel like a caged bird in this cage I’ve made

I would be indifferent but I lack resolve to be

- and I’m trying so hard to feel

(NO ONE REALLY SHOWS)

[bridge]

Some dreams must die so that others can live

sort of a means to an end

and dead things still have a life before they die

so how would I ever know

some turning points I can’t turn back from

and the road up ahead has just as many turns

I find myself asking myself

is this something beginning or is this an end   -is this an end

it can be sad, depending on how

I look at at it

could it be? It might be

its the living and dying inside of me – or just a weak constitution

Factoids.

This is the first song I wrote after deciding on the name of “Living Machine.” It has been sitting there at 85% completion for almost 4 years now.

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Summary.

The sound of “Parasite” is mellow and groovy yet with a strong rock vibe.  The song reintroduces the guitar+Reaktor sound prevalent on the Arm Chair Delusions recordings but in a more minimal way and as a sort of thread in the sound.  The refrain is haunting and intense as 8 harmonies lament the title “Parasite.”  Fans of bands like Sigur Ros will find something here for them while the choruses are far more edgy.

Release Info.

Parasite is soon to be released on the Forlorn album.

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Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics: Elijah Shepard

Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, drums, programming, orchestration, piano)

Production: Elijah Shepard

Mixing: Elijah Shepard

Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

[verse]

stop – your crying out

everyone can hear – you talking loud

stop your crying out

everyone knows you’re problem now

you want your fault removed by doubt

but we know what its all about

so please stop

we will still humor you after it all

so stop your lying

you can’t escape it now

so stop your crying out

everyone knows

you’re empty now (you’re empty now)

[chorus]

do you feel important

when you are selfish?

do you feel important

is that why you do it?

so unimportant

insignificant

so unimportant

but so powerful

[refrain]

- Parasite

- Parasite

Factoids.

“No.  Not too much.  We still have a long way to go.”

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When We Leave (Instrumental) Cover Art

Album:

When We Leave (Instrumental)

Release Date:

September 28, 2008

UPC:

859701028352

Summary:

When We Leave has become a fan favorite from the Arm Chair Delusions album.  That said, I made a secondary version of the song available without any vocals.  I love the way the guitars turned out on this – the mix came together and it just made sense to have an instrumental version too, since I think it stands on its own without the vocal hooks.

Track(s)

1
Hanging Around
ISRC: USTC60879756

 
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Summary.

The sound of “Fade” is glassy, layered, dark, and borderline avant-garde.  A well-produced song, it transitions dramatically between a haunting chorus and melodic instrumental sections, then backed up to an epic outro that is highly orchestral and compelling.  This is definitely a song that you can listen to several times and still hear new elements every time.

Release Info.

Fade was originally released on the Arm Chair Delusions album.

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Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

It will all fade – somehow

who knows better than I

It will all fade – somehow

make me whole again

Factoids.

The song was originally called “Descendant” when it was written.  At one point, it evolved to be called “Faded” before finally ending up with the title of “Fade.”  The sheer amount of revisions and alternate versions for this song is scary.  Some of the myriad of melodies for it may surface in the future in the form of other songs (TBD). I ditched the vocals for the verses and just made it a song with chorus vocals. This seemed to accentuate the indulgent nature of the song as the end of the track is a wall of sound with full orchestra and guitars as well as my indian/eastern style vocals during the outro.

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Summary.

Like the title says, this song is an introspective trip full of melody and a funky groove, all blended together with a pseudo psycho feel.

Release Info.

This song was originally released on the “Arm Chair Delusions” album.

Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

[CHORUS]
I’m One Of The Crazies
its not that I’m lazy
you don’t have to try so hard to talk to me
there is just no use to

[VERSE]
Never surfacing but always on the surface
creeping through the cracks like an army at the gates of a city
as I duct tape the seams
(I deteriorate faster)
its sad but its all documented
inside me relentless machinery
hard-wired to echo intelligent design
living in this machine its hard not to panic
or grow a little bit manic

[VERSE]
I can carry on a conversation
for a half an hour or more
and not remember what was said
this tunnel vision allows multiple modes of auto-pilot
my residence is 1350 cubic centimeters
but you’d never know it
cuz I’ve been wandering its halls all my life
(chasing my tail)

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Summary.

So sad but so common, this song is thoughtfully elusive.  It is about a relationship where each person realizes the other person is more in love with themselves.

Release Info.

This song was originally released on the ARM CHAIR DELUSIONS album.

Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

She was the sun
and he was the moon
they never had a chance

I watched them leave
like I watched them come and go

SHE WAS ALL HE KNEW SHE WANTED
BUT HE FOUND OUT TOO LATE
HE WAS ALL SHE KNEW HE WANTED
BUT SHE FOUND OUT TOO LATE

Each on their own unique path
Though they intertwine they’re still separate
We watched them join together
but in self defense they’ll hurt each other

I watched it die
as they died inside

SHE WAS ALL HE KNEW SHE WANTED
BUT HE FOUND OUT TOO LATE
HE WAS ALL SHE KNEW HE WANTED
BUT SHE FOUND OUT TOO LATE

So sad…but so common

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Summary.

Epic guitars, lots of harmony vocals, and a lyrical groove bind this song together.  The sound is familiar yet distinctly Living Machine.

Release Info.

This song was originally released on the ARM CHAIR DELUSIONS album.

Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

Get in and drive
It doesn’t matter where we are when we leave
It only matters where we go

WHEN WE LEAVE
WE’LL START TO FIND OUR WAY
-inside

Its the thrill of the ride
The art of changing lanes
though we’ll never arrive
we keep finding scenery to call home

IF THE ENGINE IS MISSING, YOU CAN TURN THE KEY ALL YOU WANT BUT NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN. NOTHING EVER HAPPENS.

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Summary.

“Hanging Around” is an introspective, relationship-focused song with a memorable chorus, served up with crystal textures intertwined with pensive thought and layers of vocals. The chorus lyric says it all: “this could be great or just a great mistake.”

Release Info.

Arm Chair Delusions

ARM CHAIR DELUSIONS Album Cover

Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

{verse}
Its raining and I feel good
but nothing good comes from hanging around
here – in fear
its understandable why we don’t talk about it
when it comes down to

{chorus}
THIS COULD BE GREAT
OR JUST A GREAT MISTAKE

{verse}
You could be more than a date
but ‘could’ is a trial I just can’t commit to
I don’t know but then again I guess that’s the point
ARE YOU THE ONE?
Its clear to me now I don’t know what I’m doing around here
just hanging around
to make it happen I’ll see what happens
when I’m no longer just hanging around

{chorus}
THIS COULD BE GREAT
OR JUST A GREAT MISTAKE

Factoids.

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Summary.

Release Info.

This song is currently awaiting to be released on the “FORLORN” album which is anticipated for early 2009.

Credits.

Music: Elijah Shepard
Lyrics: Elijah Shepard
Performance: Elijah Shepard (vocals, guitars, bass, programming, orchestration, piano, pots, pans)
Production: Elijah Shepard
Mixing: Elijah Shepard
Mastering: Elijah Shepard

Lyrics.

exposed like a bit stream and fragile but true-to-form
you can watch all you want but you’ll never see it
though spots on the picture may trigger thoughts this isn’t fiction

you can diffuse or reflect or color in seek to imitate it
but the shape that it takes is like water forced through pipes
unpredictable but calculated – and truly false -displayed but transparent

this is real
maybe not here
not for me but
somewhere else
this is real
maybe not for me but
for someone else

its dark at the edges
but its light in the center
just be patient
you’ll see it
and the crackle that sparkles through specks in the center
its warm tattered edges make truth feel like fiction

one line stolen but all lines borrowed
stretched like a pixel but never connected
illumination always creates shadows
its hard to accept what’s projected but not to reflect it

I wanted to feel
what the colors depict in pictures
I wanted to trust
what they tell me
I wanted to touch
what it shows me

this is real
maybe not here
not for me but
somewhere else
this is real
maybe not for me but
for someone else
this is real
maybe not for me but
for someone else

its dark at the edges
but its light in the center
just be patient
you’ll see it
and the crackle that sparkles through specks in the center
its warm tattered edges make truth feel like fiction

Its all too bright
but not brilliant like in pictures
time moves too slow
and there is more friction than fiction
still it makes me feel
unfortunate still
we can’t maintain this depth of field

this is real
maybe not here
not for me but
somewhere else
this is real
maybe not for me but
for someone else
this is real
maybe not for me but
for someone else

Factoids.

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